At any age, if the gift is too expensive to buy, but you buy it anyway only to return it later, maybe you need to re-think the purchase. And like a gift, if the people/crowd you are with require you to buy things you cannot afford and conduct yourself in “ways” you cannot maintain perhaps it is the people/crowd you need to return.
Better yet, keep the items and make a note of the “ways”, all as a reminder of what not to get, in exchange for what you really should have… true friends.
Remember To Eat Right With Good Proper Nutrition And Proper Healthy Fitness.